Alem's death

I am not more arrested in this crazy world
I am flying on their bodies
I win, you are destroyed,
But because I do not feel well?
Something is missing ..... Or rather,
Something is left,
Maybe you created hatred in me,
Hate that I dominated,
What I consumed,
Robbed me life,
Thus destroy you and your ....
But I feel his absence ....
And you were the one that I could not kill,
But the blade in my chest instead of his,
I am dead ... But I hope for you ....
If you can forgive me,
I wait here,
Besides the death ....