[Verse 1] Daddy's got a new life now A new daughter and a new male child A new swagger wid some real style New car new house brand new spouse Little shitty dog named Pouts wid smile on his mouth We'll be straight up we're forgotten cause developed a plan Once the monkey takes some time to hang with his own fam Hap' and gay to let ya know he still cares and such Ya won't grow apart too much from bein' outta touch But he wasn't there for him on the daily ghetto basis In order to drop jewels I stay clear of the racists Heavy promises became weightless Sincerity became faintless He's praying for a Santa A-list Time is passin' by yet his scars remain ageless He called him on the phone to say pop's This'll take a minute of ya time But his wishes were divined By the disenchanted tone at the end of the line, hang up He tried to look strong in front of mom back up John stop lookin' forward to the day you gonna see him on Dry ya eye to eye and you'll receive an embrace From a lost heart that's pumpin' blood up to a guilty face He's gonna try to find ways to make up for the last twenty nine days Or was it thirty, I think he heard me In situations like this ya speech becomes wordy He's got a hundred million ways to tell me not to worry But this time I wasn't hangin' on his every sentence Ears crippled by the pain and negligence so was the tendence He spoke I couldn't hear a word I zoned into black I observed My only thoughts were missin' out on love that I deserved Tryin' to convince myself I'm weak within the mental The silence breaks because your father's guidance is essential He's lookin' down with a smile sayin' that the future will be great I