my soul simply wont bleed coal blackened walls surround my scene hardened, callous ive been stung by bees forfeited courage keeps me in need and i need your soul in black, trust you rape and left me to see my soul attacked it's innocence deaf and dumb i cant hear the shit been preached to me losses i cound, you rip through from my mind and take my thoughts from me my mind, my space inside im lost replaced bliss with catastrophy heaven sends to you the seed my mind recieves and accepts deceit my acceptence sometimes disturbing my appearence shows no sympathy me in this state of mind my balance off balance but i push through this dark time i lay awake at night my body trembles wrapped with vines each tie that binds represents another dream demise oh fuck i need a handle in my life I know that there is no esacape for me This sweating i dont mind Just fused with insanity dark time i lay awake at night my body trembles wrapped with vines each tie that binds represents another dream demise oh fuck i need a handle in my life ...in my life my soul has been caught in the mix of your plague hardened, callous ive been stung by bees forfeited courage keeps me in need my soul has been caught in the mix of your plague my life is meaningless now is it you that i thank