Fade through the night
As we wipe away the stains that leave us weak and defiled
As we collect every teardrop
As they feed on the bones of the wicked and the lost
As we search the flames for faces without names
But no one here knows who you are

Hold on
Boy I'm gonna show you something
Hold tight
And it's gonna bring you to your knees
Fend for your life
Boy I'm gonna show you something
Feel it all
And it's gonna leave you broken

I really want it to bleed
Do you even know what I'm going through?
I think that nobody cares, least no one should
But I'm telling you
I've been in the bathroom
Staring in the mirror
Seeing but nobody's home, least no one I know

Maybe I really did sell off my soul
Maybe that's why I feel so cold
Maybe I'm trapped in a version of death
Buried alive inside my head
Maybe I just need a second to sort through
All of the shit that makes me blue
I need to be by myself
Buried alive, buried alone

Down on my knees in my cell screaming
"God, where the fuck have you been? "
Standing outside of the pearly gates
Trying to pick up the pieces
Pieces of Jesus and pieces of me

Fade through the night
As we wipe away the stains that leave us weak and defiled
As we collect every teardrop
As they feed on the bones of the wicked and the lost
As we search the flames for faces without names
Hold on

Down on my knees in my cell screaming
"God, where the fuck have you been? "
Standing outside of the pearly gates
Trying to pick up the pieces
Pieces of Jesus and pieces of me
And when the world has let you down
People are evil yet people are key
Or when the womb has let you drown
People are evil yet people are key

I think my problem is I like to bottle my rage
I like to pretend I'm someone I ain't
I like to bury myself beneath somebody else
So that I will have someone to blame
I am a slave to more pleasure and pain
All of my life and it ain't gonna change
My demons speak to me in my own voice
Yeah, they know where I'm at
And they know me by first name
First name

But here I am