Was it you? Or was it me? Is this a nightmare Or just a dream? I've lost my mind I've lost myself Am I at home Or am I in hell? I'm in my room They're by my side My little monsters they try to hide I've tried to run They're close behind I cry for help But no one is in sight
But now I'm home Right where I belong And I cannot stay strong And in my mind It's what I deserve all along Just let me go I'm trapped within my home They left me all alone It's all I know And as my fear grows It's where I call my home
They're in my room They're in the halls And underneath my bed They say I'm sick Well maybe I'm just better off dead Their wicked words They cut my nerves And make me feel like I'm nothing They say get closer but I'm scared They put me down no this isn't fair They mock my name Put me to shame So like balloons I'll float away
But now I'm home Right where I belong And I cannot stay strong And in my mind It's what I deserve all along Just let me go I'm trapped within my home They left me all alone It's all I know And as my fear grows It's where I call my home
Can you even hear me cry? I know you're broken deep inside I swear I'll put you back together
But now I'm home Right where I belong And I cannot stay strong And in my mind It's what I deserved all along Just let me go I'm trapped within my home They left me all alone It's all I know And as my fear grows It's where I'll call my home