So I've been up all night thinking about the times we've had Sat up thought it might be nice for us to have a normal life Called on me constantly I never had a chance to see it all What all is in store for the road life I guess nothing ever comes for free And at night I lie alone wishing I could see you Surprise you got what you asked for what do I now have to show for it all? So wipe all the dismay away you've got a good thing here You get to go to New Jersey while I'm stuck fifty years here Staring out the white van window dreaming of the deep blue sea What did I get myself into? what would I just give to see you once more again? Get a new life I think you should Get a new life cause the one you’ve got now ain’t working out so good Now I see the seasons pass by me constantly With no time to take it all in when you've got a break for just two weeks Summer's here and soon gone along with a peaceful sleep indeed I'll write this sad song the wrong way and leave out the happy ending Six more weeks till we're one again it seems I'll never get there The advice that I have to offer? I’m alive and that's all that matters to me now