Alexis dior
As my list of regrets gets longer
My heart grows stronger
Novi novak
This is for my friends who eventually were enemies
Alexis dior
Oh, be-cause of what you did to me

Off the top! hadda getta new friend tuh
Take ya spot! n id do it again
If it don't stop! now I soak it inn
That bull shit rope it inn

My chemistry set got broke again
How stupid am I just tuh hope for friends?
Cuz everytime I get one
They seem tuh act act dumb
Be on some dont get where im comin from, from

Just a misfit, nother heathen
Lookin for somethin real to believe in
Couldn't find it so I figured these kids
Need the same shit so-thats-where-I-be-gin

They say, what we dont say
Cuz we dont talk bout stacks all day
N if I dont get radio play
I'll still get haters that's okay

This right here
For-all-my-friends-I-lost
And the price tags on all they cost
Only got me bought, like a life time supply of hate
Open wounds and a bag of salt

You were tryin to turn me into somethin I didn't wanna be
And other people saw that
As a matter a fact
Way I pictured life you couldn't draw that
And that was our biggest draw back! come on!

Chorus
Cuz I know
I'm over here just slippin, further away, from you
My hour glass sands spillin through my hands
As time struggles out of view
And even though an ocean hits on it
I build sand castles out of these moments
Hopin, when its through
The next ones so much stronger than you

Couple friends got shot, couple changed sides
Couple got locked, gave a couple black eyes
Down to ride, they swear they wass
So ima talk about it like we need to bruh

Was the best of friends, you know its true
I mean you held me up, I did the same for you
Then you held me down n you held me back!
N I dont really know how I can forgive all that

(alexis dior)
Was like a 100 down a pitch black rooad
N we didnt see it comin so we lost contro o ool

Uh, I, talk so heavy gotta weigh my options
N keep my balance like I wanna keep shoppin
Some say that I aint poppin
Look at all the bullshit they been droppin

In the process, I lost some friends
Huh, but life does that now and again
Another trap door for an intruder that I let in
"wonder where that trap door led him? "

More important-lee its just me though
Rawer than a needle spoon fed a kee-low
Did it for respect therefore we know
Villain sqaud give us time there won't be no equal, gottm!

Chorus
Cuz I know
I'm over here just slippin, further away, from you
My hour glass sands spillin through my hands
As time struggles out of view
And even though an ocean hits on it
I build sand castles out of these moments
Hopin, when its through
The next ones so much stronger than you

Bridge
This is what I do and I do it till the death of me
Cant pretend to be cant pretend to be

Tryin tuh keep friends keepin' secrets from my enemies
Thats the recipe thats the recipe

Lyin to myself about things that even-tually
And regretably, that'll never be

So this is for my friends who eventually were enemies
*ohh, I hope you seein me