Every night I stare up at the ceiling
Watching all the shadows disappear
Every night I stare up at the ceiling
Wishing I was anywhere but here

Every night I rearrange the furniture
Every night I cry another tear
Every night I rearrange the furniture
Wishing I was anywhere but here

I try to be strong, I try to hold on
I try not to let it show
It's sad but it's true
My life without you is something that
I just can't get used to

Every night I count up to a million
Watch myself get older in the mirror
Every night I count up to a million.
Wishing I was anywhere but here