I have always been responsible
I've always had a sense of obligation to God
And the flag, to Mom and apple pie
So I, I don't know what's come over me
Don't know where it lies, this insanity
But I have to live at least once before I die

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So tonight I wanna to ruin my life
I'm going to throw it all away in a spectacular way
Tonight I wanna to ruin my life
I'm going to do something dumb and I don't care

I feel like I've been suffocating
Hesitating, waiting for a moment when I
Could even try to flap my weary arms and fly
So I know I'll miss the family
Miss the house, the dog and the Jeep Cherokee
But I have to live at least once before I die

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No, I won't care what happens when you close the door
I don't care what happens to me anymore, anymore

And I, I know I'll miss the family
Miss the house, the dog and the Jeep Cherokee
But I have to live at least once before I die

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