We're glad God gave us a free will instead of making us robots, but that freedom allows Christians to wander from God. As He did with King David, God will welcome us back if we stray. "If God seems distant, who do you think moved?" Psalm 63: 1, James 4: 8a

Oh God, look at me now,
What have I done?
I turned my back and took the road to nowhere.
I can't believe this fear that I have,
And all of this pain,
I've driven myself to a dead end.

I WANT YOU NEAR ME.
OH, I NEED YOU NEAR ME.

(Without You) I'M SO LONELY,
(Without You) I HAVE NO PURPOSE IN LIFE,
(Without You) ALL MY DREAMS FALL APART,
(Without You) WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE.

Oh God, can You help me out,
I keep drifting oh so far.
I lost my direction, spinnin' round and round,
I'm trying to find You.
Treading water, it's sink or swim,
But I can't help but wonder-
Won't You, will You, pull me back?

And I confess my sin to You,
And I admit that I need You.