First I lost you, now I'm lost in the drugs
Pop this, take that 'till I feel numb
All I ever wanted was to be yours
All I ever wanted was to feel love
But I'm 6 pills in and I feel fine
Can't stop thinking 'bout when you were still mine
I just don't know what to do now
Guess I'll take another one to kill time
Can't feel my face and I can't move
But they say you can't love what you can't lose
So I'm sitting here trapped in my own thoughts
Now I can't feel all 'cause of you
You ever so lost that you feel alone
You ever scared to end up on your own
You ever get hurt till you can't feel
I ain't never had a place I can call home
I ain't never had a home I can come to
I ain't ever have nobody really love me and
That's probably why I don't know how to love you