Barely holdin' on This life gets scary as it goes on Burdens while we carry on I ain't perfect, spare me if I'm wrong Hope my secrets get buried when I'm gone Starin' at the writin' on these headstones They keep on tryna tear me, but I'm strong That's what you wanted to tell me all along
Ain't hard to figure him out 'cause all his thoughts was tweeted We blew some shots to shut him up that's why his top was leakin' 'Cause I ain't never seen a nigga from his coffin speakin' We picked that nigga off he ain't think that we saw him creepin' Sometimes I miss them days when me and bro was off it, tweaking I hate September 18th, that's when we lost a demon Why the real ones always leave? That's what I get exhausted thinking Can't be ungrateful 'bout this life you know we fought to see it I'd rather you hate me while I'm here than love me when I'm dead They sent that text that Twinnem checked couldn't stomach what I read Like life been pushin' me too far and I'm stuck on the edge Don't wanna party, I'll stay in this lonely room instead And I'm just—
Barely holdin' on This life gets scary as it goes on Burdens while we carry on I ain't perfect, spare me if I'm wrong Hope my secrets get buried when I'm gone Starin' at the writin' on these headstones They keep on tryna tear me, but I'm strong That's what you wanted to tell me all along
Death in the air, that shit'll leave you with a chilled spine Even though my spirits down, like, I'm okay, I feel fine Shots from that steel nine, aim from that hillside I'm from the trenches where they murder just to kill time A heavy heart, eyes rollin', through dark times, soulless Sorry that they took your son, I'm sendin' my condolence Gotta face the facts when the truth unfoldin' I hope you know this That I'm just—
Barely holdin' on This life gets scary as it goes on Burdens while we carry on I ain't perfect, spare me if I'm wrong Hope my secrets get buried when I'm gone Starin' at the writin' on these headstones They keep on tryna tear me, but I'm strong That's what you wanted to tell me all along
Ooh, there's a power in your soul Ooh, and I wanted you to know