Okay, it was fun at first
Playing oh, so chill to make it work
Wanting you so bad until it hurt
Cuz I know that's how you like it
Bloody knees I'm in the dirt
Home alone catastrophize the worst
Knowing so damn well that I would cave
And be yours, if you said the word

I'm thinking
Can't stop thinking of you
Know you're probably
Thinking of somebody else
I fell in too deep
I took some liberties in
Stories of you that I told myself

I'm not crazy
Know it's fiction, baby
But I've got you where I want you
In my head
I can fill the blanks in
Words that you're not saying
Like you need me, want to be
More than friends
I got you where I want you
In my head

I'll sleep easier and say
Know you're out with her but either way
You'll come stumbling home and think of me
Tonight I'll be your drunken fantasy

You're thinking
Can't stop thinking of me
Though it's probably
Only what I'll tell myself
Close my eyes
The truth but modified
Know it's not real life
But I can barely tell

I'm not crazy
Know it's fiction, baby
But I've got you where I want you
In my head
I can fill the blanks in
Words that you're not saying
Like you need me, want to be
More than friends
I got you where I want you
In my head

In my head
We're kissing in the bathroom stall and
In my head
I'm tracing down your body with my fingertips
I know it isn't real so how's it feel like this
In my head, in my head
There's seven different versions of you
In that dress
Your face is painted on the back of my eye lids
I know it isn't real so how's it feel like this
Feel like this

I'm not crazy
Know it's fiction, baby
But I've got you where I want you
In my head
I can fill the blanks in
Words that you're not saying
Like you need me, want to be
More than friends
I got you where I want you
In my head