goddamnit
I'm not talking about my heart
like it's something you could break

there's no convincing you
I'm not sick

when I say "heart"
nothing comes to mind
drug stores make me feel good
think of silver around my wrist
I'm not well
your chest is a cage for my letters
and your handwriting's better than mine

goddamnit
I'm not talking about my heart
like it's a tinfoil valentine
call an ambulance
I don't want to walk home alone