The Hound Of Haven
I run to fly before this phantom o'er my soul
He comes in every thought and dream that I behold
I hide between the seams of other people's lives
I drown myself in finer things, to escape His eyes
My fear, fear knew not how to hide
As love, His love knew its pursuit
All these things betray thee, Thou who betrayest Me
Veiled in luxury to clothe the void inside
Afraid that having Him excludes all else beside
I flee from dawn to dusk and back to break of day
Drowning my heart in any lust to come my way
My fear, fear knew not how to hide
As love, His love knew its pursuit
The Hound of Heaven on my trail
His steady pace, unhurried chase
Unchanging, never slowing
The Hound of Heaven will not fail
Nothing shall now shelter thee, Thou who will not shelter Me
So I turn, hiding not in my lust, nature's secrets I trust
To bring me contentment I crave
As I learn, from every great poet's mind, philosophies to unwind
Life's great mysteries, my self to save
Still I seek, in the noblest of arts, from the purest of hearts
Some romancer, to quiet my soul
All is bleak, empty tears from my eyes, wash away the disguise
Of false answers, that can't make me whole
The Hound of Heaven on my trail
His steady pace, unhurried chase; unchanging, never slowing
The Hound of Heaven will not fail
No thing will ever satisfy thee, Thou who is not satisfied in Me
My soul laid bare, my heart naked and uncovered
My armor ripped asunder by Your hand
Stricken down to my knees, I am utterly defenseless
Nothing I can do to change Your master plan
Now the strength of my youth, impaled on vain pursuits
A corpse upon the heap of earthly lies
My days have burned and blown like smoke before the storm
Dreams fade and song has left this bard forevermore
Your bloom of amarthine love won't stand aside
Brings doom burns all to ash, demolishing my pride
The throne of my heart, in judgment ground to dust
Must dimly guess the purpose of Your time
War horns split the air, sounding forth from heaven's fortress
Shrouded in the mist of the Divine
Then I glimpse eternity, and hear holy decree
As mist veils that great bastion once again
Now before the King, enthroned in majesty
Now I know His name, and what the horn calls mean
That my heart or my life is forfeit to His throne
That one must die: My self or my sin alone
The Hound of Heaven at my heels
His steady pace, unhurried chase, steadily pursuing
The hound of Heaven will not yield
All these things will run from thee, Thou who tries to fly from Me
At the end of the pursuit, finally caught up by that brute
His voice comes crashing down like thund'ring seas
Why should love set you apart? There's no good in your blackened heart
I Am the only One to bring forth life!
Human loves needs human merit, yours is stained a filthy scarlet
You've no clue of how unworthy that you are!
Who can you find, who will love you as I? Coming down from on high
To pursue you, your dead heart to raise
All your life, all the idols you chased, as I took them away
To protect you, by omniscient grace
Like a child, you cannot comprehend, my eternal plan
To redeem you, now come follow Me!
Foolish man that I am is the shadow I've been fleeing
Just the shade of His benevolence?
You fondest blindest weakest
I Am the joy that thou seekest!
You wasted life in senseless flight
Foolish man who tries to hide from me!
The Hound of Heaven snared my soul
His steady pace, unhurried chase, is always overcoming
The hound of Heaven made me whole
He took apart my wayward heart, just to resurrect me
The Hound of Heaven on the throne
His steady pace and matchless grace, is always overwhelming
The hound of Heaven brought me home
Only He can make a way, for me to stand before the King