This is an apology to myself
for all the stupid things that i
still do to myself sometimes
i give me hell i stop and wonder why
Why do i keep on believing in
things without rhyme or reason
cause it's habbit forming
and not good for me
It's just a collection
another addiction

So, i'm giving up almost everything
cause i know enough to know i'm changing

i'm looking for a new direction
i need a place where
i'm ok with self reflection
i'm looking for a new direction
cause every time i turn around,
i can't believe it,
but everything's still the same