third times a charm I wonder why I'm praying on my hands and knees I'm healing out the stupid shit you made me see I've come so far forgetting pushing out my demons through poetic my therapy these pussies chasing me don't you leave the light on ‘cus I don't know when that I'll be home I've meant no harm to me or anyone who helped me through this fucked up recovery you kept me company I'll never starve again I’m feeding off my release and give you back to my Mary hey pussies look at me don't you leave the light on ‘cus I don't know when that I'll be home you made me feel you made me cry you made me wonder if you’re ever gonna come back home and pet your little boy and make my life where you been sitting on your healthy heavenly high cloud kicking your legs like a little child again like a kid where you been cause we’re sitting here waiting for you to come home so we can be a family yes we can I wanna gouge your shit talking eyes out I wanna gouge them all out you charmed me lost like a child at the mall I’m lost you made me feel you made me cry you made me wonder if you’re ever gonna come back home and pet your little boy and make my life