If I was granted one wish
It would be for you to see me
For who I really am Because these looks can be deceiving
And I swear to god If you really listen closely
by the time this song is over You will truly know me

Cause I am not a monster I am just a man
And I'm getting sick and fuckin'tired of these fans
That expect me to be some Perfect version os a fuckin'person
And it's hurtful Ifell worthless
I just wanna feel I'm worth it

And it's hard but I'm learning to be honest And discerning
And I am gaining all my courage
to be better I am searching [damn]

But it's so damn hard to keep it calm when
Everything I've known is broken and scared
And I'm not trying complain
About my problems at all
Because my problems are the reason I have gotten this far

So I am thankful for adversity and makin'me strong
I'm just trying to explain
how I feel in a song it goes

Oh I really can't believe that I'm here rigth now
I'm hanging on an airplane
Falling through the airwaves in the clouds
Oh I never ever want to touch the ground
I'm walkin'on a tight rope
Searching for the right note Play that sound

Lets take it back to '92 when I was eight
My brother gave me a tape by mistake Dr. dre
I was december 15th to the date let me ride
the chronic on my birthday must have been fate

Now let's flash forward to the first time in '90
When I heard Shady on the radio and to my surprise
That this is really happenin'A white boy is rappin'
Freom the bottom to the top That motherfucker made it happen

So I grabbed a pen and pen and started writin'down madness
Later joined a band and wrote my songs around my sadness
Formulated all my tragic moments into magic
Now I'm sellin'tickets to my shows and have 'em packed in

You best believe it cause I'm tellin the truth
I bougth a motherfucking caddy and a house with a view
Don't need to prove tha I'm amazing and I'm keeping it true
So before you try and hate me try to walk in my shoes it goes

Oh I really can't believe that I'm here rigth now
I'm hanging on an airplane
Falling through the airwaves in the clouds
Oh I never ever want to touch the ground
I'm walkin'on a tight rope
Searching for the right note Play that sound

And after all that I've been through I can say I've made it
Through the fuckin bullshit to the other side safely
I can trule say I can feel myself changing
Into a better persn Don't give a fuck if you can hate me

Never gonna let you fucking take me down
That path I'm used to taking and I know that in my heart of hearts
The problems that I'm facing is in half the battle that I'm fighting
energy I'm wasting I'm so sick of these fucking bitches
Always changing what I'm saying

Into sometimes that it's not man this shit has got to stop
Shit I'll cut my hair all off and I'll do it just to prove
That I'm a motherfucking boss and my music keeps me moving
And I will not slow or pause

I'd like to think that I'm a-okay and all my worries are so foolish
And will fade away one day I'd like to think that I fade my fate
And my legacy lives on you'll remember my name and it goes

Oh I really can't believe that I'm here rigth now
I'm hanging on an airplane
Falling through the airwaves in the clouds
Oh I never ever want to touch the ground
I'm walkin'on a tight rope
Searching for the right note Play that sound

Oh I really can't believe that I'm here rigth now
I'm hanging on an airplane
Falling through the airwaves in the clouds
Oh I never ever want to touch the ground
I'm walkin'on a tight rope
Searching for the right note Play that sound