I've never been the type of boy people love, no
I've always been the type to run so I'm no one to trust

I've never been the type of kid who wonders, no
I've always known that I was never gonna be enough

I've never been the type of boy people love, no
And I let that get to me yeah, I always gave up

I never spoke 'cause I was too shy
I never found peace inside my mind
I never loved 'cause I was too blind
Paralyzed, paralyzed

I did things that I can't undo
I lost feelings that were true
Now I'm trying to break through
To break through, to break through

I'm lost on the other side
Where I don't always see the light
I'm just trying to survive
Watching the hours go by

I've never been the type to overthink things, no
I've always known my place and I was too afraid to move

I've never been the type to pull people's strings, no
I've always been the one to be told what is and isn't right

I never spoke 'cause I was too shy
I never found peace inside my mind
I never loved 'cause I was too blind
Paralyzed, paralyzed

I did things that I can't undo
I lost feelings that were true
Now I'm trying to break through
To break through, to break through

I'm lost on the other side
Where I don't always see the light
I'm just trying to survive
Watching the hours go by