I need the purest high

I've got a half tank and a runaway spirit
Angel on my shoulder, but it's gettin' hard to hear it
Drowsy eyes still runnin' on adrenaline
Left the coffee by the bed, boy, I'm such a gentleman
Crept out the window, drifted in neutral
She said that I seem distant as usual
Maybe it's 'cause I'm aware of it endin'
And I don't believe self-care is pretendin'

I need the purest high
I need to jeopardize it all
I do not fear goodbyes
I know they'll catch me if I fall

My angels watchin' mе from these sapphire skiеs
They keep on savin' me, but I don't know why
I'm doin' anything just to feel alive
I'm drivin' nowhere under these sapphire skies

I need the purest high
I need the purest high, I
I need the purest high
I need the purest high, I

Sometimes, it's a feeling, sometimes, it's a drug
I don't think it'll kill me, but fine if it does
'Cause sittin' around and watchin' it fade
Just honestly sounds worse than the grave
I need that runaway, I can hear the buzz from the streetlights
One wrong move, I could fall twenty-three flights
From the rooftop, one slip and I'm done
Never left the words sittin' on the tip of my tongue
Never left a friend hangin' in the back of my mind
I'm not worried about leavin', it all happens in time
We both one second apart from the Spirit-land
I could've died a million times, but here I am

My angels watchin' me from these sapphire skies
They keep on savin' me, but I don't know why
I'm doin' anything just to feel alive
I'm drivin' nowhere under these sapphire skies

I need the purest high
I need the purest high, I
I need the purest high
I need the purest high, I