I lie dormant, overrun with fear Unreal fate, discouraging me Life's comsumed as I lie here in gloom Retarded existences surrounds my doom Sinful desire, please set me free Watching my body mould, it's brutal don't you see Exhume the impediments restraining me Look in my eyes, it's all I plea
Trapped inside these walls Tranquilized I await your call Sickness builds here in this cell Help me as I forever fall Emotions never to be discharged Accumulate in this sick suspension Desperate urge for confidence Never stimulated I fall in temptation
Can't move in this disgustingly contorted shell Fed by saturated hands Around my neck they'd fit as well Hearing, understanding your ever so pityful curse If this is life I don't believe that death can hurt
I cry, but I can't shed a tear I'm alone, retardation, oh I fear Paralyzed, in this sickness infested shelf I fall in temptation
This disgusting life is restraining me Filled with impediments, it's cruel don't you see Famish my soul behind latticed glass This life is simply obscene, alas Enslaved to the excess of the human ways Crouching corpse, I hunger for days I'm tortured here in privacy Behind this fence my sight meets agony
These spilling thoughts are slowly twisting my soul My supreme fear, will my sanity mould? In darkness, speech has left my tongue Can't free myself, tell you that you are wrong
I cry, but I can't shed a tear I'm alone, retardation, oh I fear Paralyzed, in this sickness infested shelf I fall in temptation
I have been on a journey beyond this fence Though I suffered defeat Your eyes told more than I had dared to believe
I cry, but I can't shed a tear I'm alone, retardation, oh I fear Paralyzed, in this sickness infested shelf Silence, this life is nothing but hell
This repulsive destination seems so helplessly absurd Trapped inside obliterating reality My soul I slowly put to sleep My thoughts emerge from my feebling mind soon obscured Can't break these chains, sense the sacred breed
I have seen the ones, drawn into the horrifying bedlam Heard their cries when coldness spread upon their skin Strapped down and torture struck, got no chance of relief Water soaked, their skin macerated, flesh emaciated Through agony spent