Come home, get high
Forget about the time between my highlights
Yeah, I know but I'm fine
It's been a rough time
Poker face, in play
Otherwise it makes me think I'm unsafe
Yeah, I know, it's strange
Wish it wasn't this way

But no one seems to know any better
I designed it that way
I know it seems I have it together, but

Just because I carry it well
Doesn't mean it isn't heavy and I don't need some help
I know I keep it locked down, but all I want now
Is somebody who can tell me how it's gonna turn out
'Cause I thought I'd be doing better by now
I thought I'd be doing better by now
But don't I carry it well?

I'm grateful but impatient, get hateful, but I'm sided
So those who mean the most who get the best of me
And I can't come back home and fight the rest of me
It's best to leave

'Cause no one seems to know any better
And I designed it it that way
I know it seems I have it together, but

Just because I carry it well
Doesn't mean it isn't heavy and I don't need some help
I know I keep it locked down, but all I want now
Is somebody who can tell me how it's gonna turn out
'Cause I thought I'd be doing better by now
I thought I'd be doing better by now
But don't I carry it well?

Don't I carry it well?
'Cause no one seems to know any better

Just because I carry it well
Doesn't mean it isn't heavy and I don't need some help
I know I keep it locked down, but all I want now
Is somebody who can tell me
how it's gonna turn out (How it's gonna turn out)
'Cause I thought I'd be doing better by now
I thought I'd be doing better by now
But don't I carry it well?

Don't I carry it well?
'Cause no one seems to know any better