too many paths to choose from so many already gone too many chances to worry about what's done i'm tired of playing it over inside my head as if i will forget too many thoughts in my head about where i've been and where i'll go too many fears in my mind i feel i must control i can open my eyes and just be glad i'm here my worries disappear and i have made choices that come back to haunt my they always will i've seen nothing but emptiness in front of me for what seemed like years just let go too thoughts in my head of where i've been and where i'll go too many fears in my minds ifeel i must control i can open my eyes and just be glad i'm here my worries disappear