Dismember me,
for I can't
bare to lose you.

Your hands around my throat.
Attempted strangulation.
Forced without reprieve
upon my neck.

This pain that plagues my mind
shall slowly fade.
I can't believe that this is more than a dream
tonight.

And I know
that there's a reason
why I still care.
Gouging out my eyes
and tearing at my scalp,
I cannot remember why I ever fucking tried.

This isn't black and white,
it is dark red.
You'll learn your lesson from this mutilation.
With blood spewing from
your once emboldened eyes,
you will regret this day and what
you've done to me.

Hungry
for restitution,
bodies afloat.
And I remain.

I will stay
committed
to you for I am your ally.
As we part
we proceed
as one conjoined entity.

With blood still
dripping my knife, I wait for this
day to end.
(this pain that plagues my mind shall slowly fade I

can't believe that this is more than a dream tonight)

I can't believe that this is more than a dream tonight

despite my deepest
fears, I will never lose hope.

By André