I feel a darkness inside
It's buried deep but alive
Why do I love it so much?

I need the chaos to live
I see the fear as a gift
Your blessing and it's my curse
(It's my curse)

Crippled, alone
Die with that truth that you hold
Fragile, you're corrosive

Holy water
Drag me in the river
Sunday murder
Keep taking what you're giving

Holy water
Go find your killing spirit right now
Someday I'll see the light
I hope before I die

You fed the flames of the fire
To watch it burn me alive
The reasons I'll never know

I need the pain to survive
I used to pray but I'm tired
I'm here for better or worse

Crippled, alone
Die with that truth that you hold
Fragile, you're corrosive

Holy water
Drag me in the river
Sunday murder
Keep taking what you're giving

Holy water
Go find your killing spirit right now
Someday I'll see the light
I hope before I die

I don't want you
To save my soul
You don't need more
It will take everything I have to hold you up
And leave you believing my dying words

Holy water
Drag me in the river
Sunday murder
Bring me in the river now

Holy water
Go find your killing spirit right now
Someday I'll see the light
I hope before I die

Holy water
Drag me in the river
Sunday murder
Keep taking what you're giving

Holy water
Find your killing spirit right now
Someday I'll see the light
I hope before I die
Die