Stepping into the point of a knife thats in my hands Blood on my hands but what will they think if I cry? Lay in a room where the axe falls on thoughts of me Feeling the eyes staring at me, that dirty boy
Eyes in the walls Pull on the strings attached to my arms Nothing I do is safe from the world, they all see me You see me as I really am: A horrible little man But thankyou for staring and letting me Know that im alive
The ditch is filled with piss and shit, im falling in Toilet water is in my mouth and in my mind You see me as I really am: My mothers worst mistake Hopefully I will drown Thankyou for taking part
Everyone hates me I know that they do
Please beat me into the ground And leave me there im sick And tired of being me, I want to die You see me as I really am: A horrible little troll I really believ ive lost the instinct to survive Dont let me sleep I dont even know how to dream Kick me around I dont even know how to defend You see me as I really am: Ab worthless piece of fuck Stab me please, I dont have the courage to kill myself