If you said that you could kill the things inside me
You’re just a liar, everything inside me is dead
It’s nice of you to think that I could ever be that
But I’m not, I’m just a failure instead

Don’t preach a story of success and gifted thinking.
‘Cause in the end we’re gonna end up the same way
Keep on living your whole life on hands and knees
‘Cause I’ll be standing waiting, life ends the same way

Never wanted this life
Because it’s meaningless
Gone away from me

The life you’ve given is a poorly painted picture
The colors running and it’s staggering my life
A definition of the truth is all I wanted
Not mental beating falling short of stupidity

Don’t give a speech on your prolific ways of living
You speak in vain whether you think you do or not
Spreading infection of the truth that leads to sick lies
You are the shame inside of me, you are mindrot

Never wanted this life
Because it’s meaningless
Gone away from me

If you said that you could kill the things inside me
You’re just a liar, everything inside me is dead
It’s nice of you to think that I could ever be that
But I’m not, I’m just a failure instead
INSTEAD!!! I'M JUST A FAILURE INSTEAD!!!
INSTEAD!!!

You’re so mistaken on the life you think I wanted
I’ll give you credit for the effort you put forth
‘Cause as it ends you’re gonna start to realize that
Your fucking prejudice and words of wisdom go unheard

Never wanted this life
Because it’s meaningless
Gone away from me

Never wanted this life… never wanted this life...