Once inside the door I check my face in the mirror
And I look past this lonely minute
Was this the ride worth waiting for
I'm scared to death that now I've missed it.
But she was not the only stone, skipped across this gravel road
leading down
this path of loneliness.
So I'll fly from this hate, pray my soul the Lord will take me
to a place through time and indifference.

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I wanna know
How do you feel?
I wanna know
If this was real...
Then tell me what you would say
If you could make this pain go away

she plans her future looking bright ahead
leaves me in the past.
I can't stand to hang out with my co-dependent friends
My patience is fading fast
but every sign and every song is tellin' me that I don't belong
But it's ok to feel scared.
'cuz one day soon i'll find myself and realize
that no one else
will make me feel stupid!

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Cause there's this old man down in Fell's Point
Always hangin' round.
Tellin' me: "Son. The pendulum swings both ways,
but for you, it'll always swing down!"

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