I force myself through another day
Can't explain the way today just fell apart like
everything
Right in my face

And I try to be the one
I can't accept this all because of you I've had to
walk away
From everything

and I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home

Another sleepless night again
Hotel room's my only friend and friends like that just
don't add up
To anything

And I try so hard to be
Everything that I should never take away from you
again
I heard you say

and I'm afriad to be alone
afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
and I'm afraid to come back home

I cannot forget
I live with regret
I cannot forget
I live with...

I live through this
I can't see through this
I can't do this anymore

Cause I'm afraid to be alone
afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
and I'm afraid to come back home
afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone

I just wish I was back home
home.....