I have so many vases - black with metal flowers. I have a life, I´ve never wished but always longing to enjoy. I have a life and a soul I am proud of. But so lonely and empty they are... and also filled with egocentric creatures sucking all my dreams and powers. I waited to become like them, to stone my bleeding heart, to lose ability to dream of that nobility someone to share my feelings...
I wait for my eyes to run out of tears. I wish only to meet no more fears. But my will is getting weaker and the pain just stronger and deeper. I will keep painting faces I will never see I will keep writing songs which I will never sing I will keep smiling even in my grave cuz nameless are my love and brave. I take every torture you give me though I have another chance. Love will not come to embrace me, so homeless I'm fated to be, dreamless and voiceless - a shadow of me.