Sometimes it feels like I'm always waiting For something else to go wrong My mind is constantly demonstrating Just how badly I'm far gone I wish that something would just go my way A wish that goes unfulfilled Without a family, stuck here flightless For something more, I'd have killed Depressing, repressing, while life just keeps on testing Forever, and ever, and ever, just forget it!
Hey! Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone Nothing to live for, and nothing To die for, nothing that I can call a home It seems I'm stuck at a disadvantage That's lasted for over a year Whenever anything happy happens I kill it while waiting in fear I know that something around the corner Is going to tear down my high At this point why should I even bother? I can't think of one reason why I should try It's stupid, it's crazy, these fuckers call me lazy Just be me, and you'll see, try to fight it can't ignite it!
Hey! Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone Nothing to live for, and nothing to die for Nothing that I can call a home Why can't I fly? Why can't I take to the sky when I wanna get away?
What can I do? What good can I be? Who even cares for me anyway? Hey! Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone Nothing to live for, and nothing to die for, nothing that I can call a home Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone Nothing to live for, and nothing to die for, nothing that I can call a home