In spite of all the things I've said I find myself so weak The light is quickly fading as my soul becomes antique and in this hour of darkness All the ones I've loved are gone They ran away from something But I just can't see what's wrong
The lives that slip on by me take a turn for the worst My friends call me an asshole while my family calls me cursed And in my paranoia, I just push away the blame And if I try to fake it, It'll just end all the same
Blinded by the absence of my fatal wish for glory Sitting here upon my throne, no chance to say I'm sorry Apologize for all the lies and anger that I've made But watch me cross my fingers to all the dreams that I've betrayed
Tired at the world, I shake my fist to set me free But in my house of mirrors, my reflections all I see I never see the promise just the faults that cause me rage So batter me inside my head, inside my rusty cage
Fuck the world and all it's promise God, I wish I wasn't on it Not my fault that all this misery Is all I have to show If I think of what is missing I'll Give my cries another listen 'Cause it's getting old Or So I'm told
Fuck the world and all it's promise God, I wish I wasn't on it Not my fault that all this misery Is all I have to show If I think of what is missing I'll Give my cries another listen 'Cause it's getting old Or so I'm told