what i should have been was way too possible
it's fucked up to think like this and

i'm waiting for her thoughts to kill me
only she's not having a thought past thinking

About why she was born this way
this way
trying not to forget her face before

Remembering anyways it's the kind
of structure that breaks with
everyone still on

The ground you don't' wat to let it hit you full force
nothing let to guard
you don't

Want me to know you never wanted
me this way
this way you never wanted me

Anyways she wants to forget it
she wants to forget it