Feeling down tonight, tell myself
I'm doing alright, oh, and there's nothing on my mind
But in a word, I'm crushed
I've lost my girl and I drink too much
Oh, I'll hide behind a smile

'Cause I know I wanted it this way
But I was cold and afraid of growing old
with nothing but the same

So give me some help
Am I losing the run of myself?

So now I've seen both sides, I've made my choice
The great divide, oh I took the easy way out
But I was sure, that time, I knew before
I made my mind up, wrestling my doubt

'Cause I know I wanted it this way
But now I'm cold and afraid of growing old
with nothing but the same

So give me some help
Am I losing the run of myself?

So give me some help
Am I losing the run of myself?
Am I losing the run of myself?
Am I losing the run of myself?
Am I losing the run of myself?