Seeing you was so bittersweet I almost died
My heart jumped but my head kept screaming: Why?
And I almost thought that I could change the past
And I almost, but that never really lasts
Oh, and I'm shot
Oh, baby I'm shot
But I'm not
Whatever you wanted
Forever just wanting

You

And I hope you notice
And could come around
Because I always blow it
And run it into the ground
And silence keeps me frozen
And you wont make a sound
So I hope you notice
Screaming man down

And I'll only say this one time
Your headlines wont get none of my time
Yeah I'm lying
Because I still cant find out
Why I'm so divided
Replay those few days over
Somehow I'll find it
Somewhere in your words
When you learnt on my shoulder
I might act distant but I swear that its not over
I dont want to hear it
But I gotta know, yeah I just gotta know
Is there a reason, do you care if I'm still breathing
Or am I insane?
For thinking we could have made it
Oh baby we could've made it

Oh baby I'm shot
But I'm not
Whatever you wanted
Forever just wanting

But you'll never know it
Cos I'm just way too proud
Hide behind my ego
Block the whole world out
And these words they dont come easy
And they dont come loud
So youll never know it
Screaming man down

I just saw God
I just saw God
Outside the liquor store
He told me
I was lost
lost