This is my crutch
This is my dream
This is the only thing that ever helps me sleep
This is my home
This is my head
This is my heart on drugs
The monster in my bed

This is my crutch

This is my angst
This is my pain
This is a giant fabrication of what makes someone insane
This is a joke
This is so sad
And I never knew that feeling good could make you feel so bad

This is a lie
I should have told you all before
I don’t know what I’m saying
Or what I’ve said and I can’t say it anymore

I made a mess
I’ve been a dick
I’ve been on medication I can’t pronounce
And I’m fucking sick of it

This is my crutch
This is my crutch

I feel so incomplete
I think that I’ve been beat
I’ve never felt so weak
Christ, give me something quick
My emotions make me sick
Is there something I can fix?

This is my crutch
This is my dream
This is the only time I feel like I’ve been beat

This is my pill
This my end
This is the only thing I need and I’m so lucky, oh my friend

This is my crutch
This is my crutch
This is my crutch