seeds came in the mail today from holland and the language on the package was wonderful and strange all sorts of flowers that grow up from the earth in goodly colors gloriously arranged i circled the house and i scattered them around let the water sink down into the soil stared a long time at the residue blood, milk and oil god the humidity is something our shirts are soaked clean through the house is throbbing and the heat keeps coming and i keep looking at you
and then you're singing in dutch to me and i recognize the song it seems so old and so fragile and i haven't heard it in so long we may throw the windows open later but we are not as far west as you suppose we are hot wind coming off the water the sky gone crazy with stars while we stay here we imagine we're alive we see shadows on the walls there's something waiting for us in the hot, wet air sweat, water and alcohol just the old blood rising up through the wooden floor again just the old love asking for more again