You wouldn't know me depression kicks in When panic's attacking and I miss medicine When my neck can't hold up my head And I just can't get out of bed When you see me (see me) uncomfortably Chain smoking, trying to force up a smile Then I'm slippin' (slippin', slippin') again
And I don't wanna drag no one down with my problem That's in my head I'll probably snap out but I just don't know when
Apologies from me This is nothing that I want you to see Trying to drown out that ringing voice Mike, give it up, give it up Like a pick in a hollow body Give it up, give it up, give it up down Into the sea, tentacles got me by the neck And they're pulling me down
I try to keep in check Stay on top, teeter tot won't balance I guess Every time I get one under control The rest start rising and then I stay shut up in my home Agoraphobic and alone 'Til with bit lip, fuck it, I gotta try Hands clenching, sweating Don't want no one to see in my mind
It's not a pretty sight The right half don't work and the screws aren't tight
Apologies from me This is nothing that I want you to see Trying to drown out that ringing voice Mike, give it up, give it up Like a pick in a hollow body Give it up, give it up, give it up down Into the sea, tentacles got me by the neck And they're pulling me down
Solo
Apologies from me This is nothing that I want you to see Trying to drown out that ringing voice Mike, give it up, give it up Like a pick in a hollow body Give it up, give it up, give it up down Into the sea, tentacles got me by the neck And they're pulling me down