Help me believe in myself Protect me from all my fears Rescue me from this loneliness I don't want to shed these tears
Off the bridge into the freezing cold ice As I'm falling down memories flash by Thinking of all this pain reminds me why I know I'll be happy when I die.
But I've surfaced my world still a mess. The cycle won't digress. Ignoring feelings. It hurts to feel. Suppressing so they're not real. It builds up and I must deal. Can't you see? I'm dead in here. Emotions gone. I've no strength. I can't pretend to play the game. There's no way out.
Help me believe in myself Protect me from all my fears Rescue me from this loneliness I don't want to shed these tears
Everyone moment of joy I've ever felt has multiplied and gotten its revenge. Stabbed me innumerable times and bled me to death. I walk but without a pace. I may look human but there's no one alive behind this face. As I bawl alone in my shell I am certain a life like this is one in hell.
There's no way out. I'm still alive. Couldn't this have been my final dive? Rescue me from this loneliness.