Still in bed

All I have are questions without answers

And wounds

I stare at this portrait of that dream

With my dear Jeanne

I could never end it

Seeing this painting, it brings to me

The sense I just lost my last good thing

Just like my mum has gone

I was convinced that who had stolen them out

From my life were the ones

Who should relieve me

But I’m no more

A new thought disturbs my head

Maybe I have been unfair

With my old man and my brother

I feel like I’m an evil man, I’m to blame

The story’s villain is what I am

I wanna return my play

I wish I was hero again

I’m going to climb up the windowsill

Once again

“There is only wounds inside me

How to heal them? I can not see”

“I will never clear my footprints

Nor live my dream”

Just like a comic strip

Hero I will wing,

Face the wind

The rain falls down

On my hands

Then wets the ground

Many floors below

Suddenly I see myself

Among four images

“Wait! It can’t be them!”

Maybe I am going crazy

But I see the faces

Of my dad, mum, Jeanne and Kane

(Dad)

Son, look at my face, don’t you do this

I know you did not trust me but do

Now, you must rely on what I say

If you do not, listen to your mum

(Mum)

You can’t give up yet, son

I beg you not to jump

Although you lost me so young

You have to carry on

(Kane)

Bro, don’t hurt yourself just like you did

To me in that moment when you lost your mind

You are still lost, you must wake up

It will not bring any good to you

(Jeanne)

What are you doing, my love?

I don’t know you anymore

The time for us will soon come

But it’s not now, so hold on!

(Mum, Dad, Kane and Jeanne)

You’ve learnt nothing, Andrew

You must unblind your eyes

You still believe in a lie

Don’t see that it can’t be right

(Andrew)

Now’s too late

I’ll face the wind

Flying, feeling this nightmare

Fading away

Setting free from this lie

Feeling this nightmare

Fading away, I’ll set free from this lie