In this suburban coffin, today I got to look back and the choices I made, the sidewalks I’ve been walking through, turned to be me. Everything changed but I can still see my reasons, which changed, but simply didn’t die. Today, I’m broke, and the weight is crashing down on me. So I know I have the chance to still see what I was and who I got to be. Addictions and apathy, Fears and damnation. I don’t have any fear of falling. Choices I made one day, they do reflect what I am today. This day is the first day. Today is the day.