Take a scalpel, sort my insides Stab at my lungs, drain what's warm Filled with winter, sew me up, make me yours Look in its eyes It's what we wanted Look at its face It's what we needed
You built me up and you gave me a name Hard wired yourself to the center of my eyes Had my brain soaking in chemicals But you never knew I would be different than you You're in my blood stream anchoring sedatives, inducing sleep You're scaling my spine, broke in my thought life Fixing my dreams and guarding my wake
You love a part of me and call it the whole Rejecting passion in me that makes me feel full Guilting me of what I do Like acid on my skin you bite to break through You built me up and you gave me a name Hard wired yourself to the center of my eyes Had my brain soaking in chemicals But you never knew I would be different than you
Hands tied down, gas in my lungs Mouth sewed shut, eyes pried open Voices close, can't understand them Until they scream in my ears You built me up and you gave me a name Hard wired yourself to the center of my eyes Had my brain soaking in chemicals
But you never knew I would be different than you I would be different than you You do not own me You do not feel what I feel