Silent summers, lack of color I'm feeling like trash Where's the comfort I just afford? I gotta get this off my chest
I'm drinking in, I'm sinking in I'm laying on the living room floor I'm crying in, I'm hiding in My life feels like a chore
So here's to my mother And here's to my father I'm sorry I'm not what you planned for And cheers to my mother, my friends, and new lover You know that I've closed some doors, oh
My heart is racing I'm rapid pacing and I don't know what to say This is me now, sicko leave now It's like this everyday
I'm drinking in, I'm sinking in I'm laying on the living room floor I'm crying in, I'm hiding in My life feels like a chore
So here's to my mother And here's to my father I'm sorry I'm not what you planned for And cheers to my mother, my friends, and new lover You know that I've closed some doors
I don't wanna go down that path no more Don't wanna go down that path no more, more, oh
So here's to my mother And here's to my father I'm sorry I'm not what you planned for And cheers to my mother, my friends, and new lover You know that I've closed some doors
Oh, I don't wanna No, I don't wanna No, I don't wanna