The dying embers of repressed ambition I forsake. this crying Performance of morality I leave behind. god may forgive you, but I never Will. et in arcadia ego We never really had a chance to build this house, even When we tried so hard. stone by stone Piece by piece, I've built it in my head I think I started living there While what we really had, was turning into dust It was full of stairs and mirrors and reflections Like a castle of wishes adorned With deception... no one has ever came to my door But I think I thought I saw You try... "you must find this place in your heart For the one you love the most" That is myself "why do you say that, you never went this road before" You made me observe Each word, each cut, open wound I stitch them up, but my Scars, will do a lifetime with me I loathe the faith I had. I despise this hope Forlorn. through the ashes of intention Life is a one man show... I came to the Point, where happiness is what is left of the willing I throw a match behind My back. this house took years to built And a moment to burn