I'm tied down I'm all out of gas I turned down the chance Didn't want to fall out of bed
I'm holding back all the time ‘Cause everything is overgrown and tired I'm hanging by a thread on a vine I'm asking for help from above I'm trying to find that reason to love
‘Cause I'm a debt I'm rolling back You make amends, you give what you get
I'm holding back all the signs When I really should have called you that night It eats me alive all the time
I remembered I had something to give I'm trying to find that reason to live
It's all you know when our time is all gone
In all this time, I hope you find A way to be happier, happier Through all the lights, the darkest nights I wish you were happier, happier
And all you know, this world's so cold So won't you pretend like we could never wonder why? In all this time, I hope you find A way to be happier, happier
Turning my back, turning my back again Never look back, never look back again I'm taking my time, I'm learning to let you in But I needed you to guide me out from here
I know you see right through me We all went blind The hand goes backwards I count the time
In all this time, I hope you find A way to be happier, happier Through all the lights, the darkest nights I wish you were happier, happier And all you know, this world's so cold So won't you pretend like we could never wonder why? In all this time, I hope you find A way to be happier, happier