the first time i saw snow was through the glow of a neon star i could see from my window if i had understood the scope of what i did not know would i have been so quick to fall for things that come and go so you seem sad today i'm so weird i was crying at the sunrise this morning you said you turn around backwards on my couch you are so far away and i watch you watching snowflakes melting on the window pane close up your heart like a shop turn the key in the lock shove your hands into your pockets stand alone on the sidewalk i have lost you again i can't find you in this traffic jam and through the glow of street lamps snowflakes carefully descend like the first time i saw snow anyway you say everything's changed no one needs me anymore you indicate a bird through the window pane as if that explains it cuts the sky high up above the power lines sometimes you are grounded and then sometimes you just fly away close up your heart like a shop turn the key in the lock shove your hands into your pockets stand alone on the sidewalk i have lost you again i can't find you in this traffic jam and through the glow of street lamps snowflakes carefully descend like the first time i saw snow