I've been keeping the same old secrets
for the last six weeks and I'm in pieces cause
we tell each other everything but
this time I'm gonna overthink

Complicated situations
now my head's spinning got no patience yeah
You said he's not your type but
now he's over every night oh

Please don't call me
when he's not around
It puts my head in a state yeah
when we're alone at your place yeah

Why do I want
what I can't have?
When you fall in love I'm defeated
Wish I could kill all my feelings
I can't cool down
can't sleep through the night
I see your face on my ceiling
Wish I could kill all my feelings

So I can try to move on but
don't think I'll get too far cause
I find you in everybody
The look of your stare the way it stops me

Please don't call me
when he's not around
It puts my head in a state yeah
when we're alone at your place yeah

Why do I want
what I can't have?
When you fall in love I'm defeated
Wish I could kill all my feelings
I can't cool down
can't sleep through the night
I see your face on my ceiling
Wish I could kill all my feelings

Get it together, pull it together
Get it together, pull it together
Get it together, pull it together
Wish I could kill all my feelings

I see you ghost riding shotgun
One day we'll stop tryna outrun
That second guessing
It keeps on messing with me and you
Don't want to ruin the friendship
But don't want to numb all my senses
That second guessing
It keeps on messing with me and you

Why do I want
what I can't have?
When you fall in love I'm defeated
Wish I could kill all my feelings
I can't cool down
can't sleep through the night
I see your face on my ceiling
Wish I could kill all my feelings

Get it together, pull it together
Get it together, pull it together
Get it together, pull it together
Wish I could kill all my feelings
Get it together, pull it together
Get it together, pull it together
You fall in love I'm defeated
Wish I could kill all my feelings