Through all these years the truth has been a stranger to me We met many times but never got to know each other I was used and fed with lies by who I thought were you I left my way of life to be all you said were true Now all this sadness washes over me and I feel like I'm drowning I tried to call for help but the only thing I could feel was misery... I did now want to walk alone through this barren wasteland You turned your back on me when I reached out It's all clear to me, it's you who choose to leave us here There's no use in looking back since I know you won't appear "I am the lord thy god..." Blindly I would follow you as you preached to me your truth I climber your mountain a million times I was told I needed you to behold your enlightened view I know now there is nothing there to see I renounce your divinity Slowly I woke up, slowly I saw The lies you told faded away A water was rising, the water was truth It washed away the dirt of you as it washed away all that was true Now all this sadness washes over me and I feel like I'm drowning I've tried to call for help but the only thing I can feel is misery... I hope that sadness washes over you and you find yourself drowning And when you call for help from the ones you hurt The answer will be one of silence...