it was not posed
it messed me up
it was her recording herself whisper
what’s it worth to me
thinking one thought
the advice to be OK
break into children’s hospital crying out
don’t fuck with me

and i broke up
without a note
and i broke up
behind your house
and i broke up


it sss a mess
go go go go away from here
food color poured out over her shorts mixed with
i will make a gate you cannot pass
taped to their loin cloth
a sign that says WHY US!
flip yourself off but say erase it
if someone sees you
this is the worst vacation ever
i am going to cut open your forehead
with a roofing shingle