I know you so well, so well
I mean, I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty

I know you're somewhere, somewhere
I've been trapped in my mind, girl
just holdin' on
I don't wanna pretend we're somethin',
we're nothin'
I've been stuck thinkin' 'bout her
I can't hold on

I'm in pain, wanna put 10
shots in my brain
I've been trippin' 'bout some things,
can't change
Suicidal, same time I'm tame
Picture this, in bed, get a phone call
Girl that you fucked with killed herself
That was this summer and nobody helped
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
Wanna fuckin' end it, pessimistic

All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
But niggas been excited 'bout the grave
I'm diggin'
Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions:
Fuckin' sickenin'; at the same time
Memories surface through the grapevine
'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
Post-traumatic stress got me fucked up
Been fucked up since the couple months
they had a nigga locked up

I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain
just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain
just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb

I know you so well
I mean, I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty
I know you so well